Thanks so much for support, it is good to know I am not alone, that makes me feel less of a failure cause all I see is pregnant women who are walking about etc and getting on with things. Suppose logically I am not really going to see other people in same position as me, as I am not out and about and they are not out either!
At the moment I have physical problems and bit bluey, but I know with the isolation and family history of PND that I could easily get PND so I am nipping it in the bud and determined not to let it get me or try my best anyhow, because I know PND is a complicated problem.
Thanks again for your kindness, everyone.